Put one reason in my ask.
perhaps the reason
you hate yourself so much
has to do with the fact that
you’ve poured all your love
into someone else
and left none for yourself
Getting ignored literally makes my heart sink to the ground.
I’ll be honest, I’m fucking depressed and have no idea what to do about it. I just… I just want it all to be over
you’re so fucking heartless, and so deeply disconnected.
Will anything ever be real to you? will you ever care about anything? Is that any way for a human being to live their life?
When you stop playing stupid ass games with members of the opposite sex, you will be ready for an actual, mutually beneficial relationship that has a future.